Mood:  sad
Well Im sitting here watching ESPN, bored as hell. Today has been a pretty good day i guess. I didnt get to talk to Caitlin, so it sucked bad...called her but never got an answer. Sometimes I think she might like me but then again she doesnt act like she wants anything to do with me. She keeps me guessing but dangit i dont want t oguess anymore, i want to know. i think that if me and caitlin did go out then i think that it has potential to be better than me and Kalis' relationship. Kali loved me I think but then she lost whatever she had for me when I tried to stop her from hangin with Erin. Who cares though she was doing things with guys and drinking with guys behind my back. Like Adam...which i kinda knew about and Andy's graduation party, lies lies all lies, but i was the one that was bad to her"Or so she says" lol, and pple say i am crazy. Atleast i can say that i didnt lie to her, that i didnt cheat on her...could she say the same???? but anyways i dont know what to do i need to talk to caitlin...SHe liked me alot last year and now ive come back to her...so she should take me...lol.The Kali and Arron thing is crazy..he lies to her too, he was with CJ saturday night doing cocaine and he still smokes weed, pretty sure that he still does pills too...and all kali can say is he is real nice...thats why she likes him, any guy is nice for pussy...maybe not me cause sex is something suppose to be special but thats just me.